If you could only look inside my head See the damage you have caused me since you have left Oh the heartache and the pain The storm rushing thru my veins Tell me how can I go back to living without you? Close your eyes, tell me lies, tell me lies Cos it hurts to be alive How I pray we could say there's a way We could turn it all around Somehow this all feels like it's one big cosmic joke I sure hope someone's laughing now I finally broke down And I could almost appreciate the irony Now I've found that I love you and you love me Close your eyes, tell me lies, tell me lies Cos it hurts to be alive How I pray we could say there's a way We could turn it all around And try to be alive Try to feel alive