It's breathing down my neck Tellin' me that I'll feel better If I let it end I'll rid you of me forever And if I go What will be left in me? I'm caught in the in between Of all of my faults (of all of my faults) And if I don't Will I be all alone? What am I fighting for If not for my life? I know it ain't right but I wanna die If I do, won't regret it Count down my breaths 'til I drop thirty seconds I wanna die With your name on my necklace Count down my breaths 'til I drop thirty seconds It's climbing up my throat Dragging me to unknown places Giving up control I don't have the strength to face it And if I choke What will be left in me? Only a memory You don't wanna know (you don't wanna know) And if I don't Will I be all alone? What am I fighting for If not for my life? I know it ain't right but I wanna die If I do, won't regret it Count down my breaths 'til I drop thirty seconds I wanna die With your name on my necklace Count down my breaths 'til I drop thirty seconds