I trained to do it right Conditions fully uncontrolled Restrained and misaligned I lit the Bunsen burner on my own You know it - it's incredible The things you find out for yourself I used to be an animal But I am turning into something else You need to hold me accountable Or else I'm sure to waste away I've slowly become vegetable Might help to scare myself awake One way to kill my mind Don't wait, save it all for me I'm glad to sacrifice Don't waste your energy on me ♪ Before I'm carried away I'll make a counter-offer: Can't begin to say what it's like Need a way to help me turn it down It speaks to me in rhyme In coded polyrhythm Can't think clear to save my life Help me please I think I fucked it up If you zoom out far enough It starts to feel familiar Although your perception's so distorted You can't even talk about it Everything you're living through was Leading up to this decision And you're slowly realizing It's all more than you can handle