Icing on the candle, wax in my mouth Ripping up an entry where I wrote about Looking up a book that I'm destined to read I love each my friends equally I can get there from my room If I think faster, then I'm doomed I can sell myself short again If I just run around now and then A pocket knife stuck in my thigh I'm hoping to find you I'm looking inside of my mind for the first time For the first time