Pax, pipe celebration It's getting late now Migraine in my brain Which strain will dull that pain now Cause I want that one Insomnia hasn't figured me out yet But it ruined Dad and I guess that means I'm next That's how it works right That's how it works right I know I'm fucking up my mind But I can't ruin what's already destroyed Stop with the chaos, brain I need order and routine right now To draw the line across my mouth every morning Slowing down the particles set in motion By a childhood wasted I won't see you in heaven But at least I know that happiness ends with my last breath I know I'm fucking up my mind But I can't ruin what's already destroyed Stop with the chaos, brain I need order and routine right now