Sweaty hands shake inconsolably This isn't me this is what I was conditioned to be A childhood of illusory agency I'm not what they wanted for me I know it's a lot to absorb but I want you to help me Deconstruct and rebuild on the good And start a new idea of livelihood I'm not broken but I was getting there Before I found you I was freezing up And I just want you to know That I don't know everything, some days it feels like anything But home is here and I'll never go