I just keep running after myself I wish I could let myself cry That I'm so easy to digest Had my tongues tied into little bite sized Pieces of insecurity And I won't tell you But I'm stuck in your teeth You could try your best to pull me out You could diagnose a problem Or just shut your mouth My sadness is so versatile It melts into the ether And I've got it on file I'm pulled through all the wooden doors Pains the only way to self reflection, of course Wonder how long it's gonna be Before the sinking feeling swallows me I'm sorry this is so depressing But don't you think my honesty tonight is real refreshing uh I don't wanna cry I wanna scream 'Cause I wake up feeling Like I'm fighting everything Melancholia won't let me go People think that they can read me So then people think they know I mean Fuck everyone fuck everything I think it's funny when you tell me how to feel How do you know what I feel How do you know if I feel ♪ Oh you think you know me well I got a lot of different versions So which one should I sell What do you wanna hear from me I'm sure I'll have your favourite theory Pull em out Let's see I'll let you hold them over me Enjoy the quiet crumbling And i promise if you really listen You can hear it when the anger takes And if I swing And I see you in my way If you get hurt That's your mistake I don't wanna cry I wanna scream 'Cause I wake up feeling Like I'm fighting everything Melancholia won't let me go People think that they can read me So then people think they know I mean Fuck everyone fuck everything I think it's funny when you tell me how to feel How do you know what I feel How do you know if I feel ♪ I don't wanna cry I wanna scream 'Cause I wake up feeling Like I'm fighting everything Melancholia won't let me go People think that they can read me So then people think they know I mean Fuck everyone fuck everything I mean Fuck everyone fuck everything Fuck everyone fuck everything