Alright It's quite hard to do (I know) Can you tell? Sorry I'm so sorry you left I wish I'd just tied you to the bed I know I'm gonna remember what I said when I finally clear this shit out of my head I wish you were still my friend I watched you leave for the first time today Actually, this is the first time you've ever gone away I'm not sorry for anything I said But I know you're just gonna forget And I'm just running my hand over the dent in the bed I've fallen out of favor with God again Even though he's not real You took my hand when I couldn't see I'll never forget those weeks I'm still not sorry for what I said Feels like you are only four streets away But you are so far away Your heartbeats have replaced the sound in, in my head And I can't speak I think I don't care where I wake up, but I really do I turn on the lights and I still can't see And I know it's not easy, but I'll say it anyway You are the weight of your memory Thank God humans aren't supposed to be on their own I hate being alone Maybe if I lie down where you last slept, I'll just turn into you I'm still not sorry for what I said Lost my grace again I wonder if you'll ever forgive me Don't think I've ever forgiven you I don't forgive or forget