On this light-deprived day A golden flask on a silver tray Liquid's glowing in a hopeful bloom Promised to save me from this gloom It fills me from the inside out It fills me from the inside out And I can't live without the buzz Feeding on my scars Growing from my fears Reopening old wounds I don't want to lose myself But yet this potion pulls me together I don't want to be obsessed But I know without it I would crumble I can feel my insides dying But still they scream for this anesthetic fuel I know it tears me apart But it's the only thing to give me comfort This poison drains me dry Leaving me to pathetically cry It washed away my pride Now let it wash away your pain Feeding on my scars Growing from my fears Reopening old wounds Wash away the pain Smother all your feelings Take it, don't leave it Out of the fucking question Take it, don't leave it Out of the fucking question Take it, don't leave it Out of the fucking question Don't fucking dare to prevent me from taking it in Don't fucking dare to tell me that it's wrong This flask's the only thing to bring me comfort Feeding on my scars Growing from my fears Reopening old wounds Wash away the pain Smother all your feelings