Two trips around the sun And I still can't let go A gavel struck for a life sentence alone Holding my breath again With only one way out I think i've found what i've been looking for And it was never in the snow I'm full of tiny pieces i'm not ready to unload I think i've found what i've been looking for And it was never in the snow Cut into little lines My silence writes the score Cut into little lines My silence writes the score You want me dead But lonely is good too When I rest my head More than a night in bed The darkness takes ahold of me I think i've found what i've been looking for And it was never in the snow I'm full of tiny pieces i'm not ready to unload I think i've found what i've been looking for And it was never in the snow Cut into little lines My silence writes the score Cut into little lines My silence writes the score Am I scared to be alone Or am I scared of being loved? Am I scared of the wreckage that I think is yet to come? Am I scared to be alone Or am I scared of being loved? I think I might be scared that i'll never be good enough I think I might be scared that I'll never be good enough