I gotta force myself to go outside Don't wanna talk to nobody I just wanna hide The only things that I seek are the sheets on my bed Some wine and some garlic bread Aye Maybe I'm not making enough memories Living off acquaintances and pleasantries Probably won't have friends until I'm 70 But ima get my shit together eventually Yeah yeah I forgot why I'm alive I lost sight of my desires But even though I lost track I'm on my way back Get there one step at a time Scared to look cause I'm scared to find All the answers at the finish line I'm going at my own pace Cause it's not a race I'm going one step at a time If I could go back and change one thing I'd leave it all the same Except my shitty attitude I'd swap pity party pouting for some gratitude I'm just following my feet step blindly Wrong steps help me learn the right ones timing Only look back to learn from what's behind me now Maybe I'm not making enough memories Living off acquaintances and pleasantries Probably won't have friends until I'm 70 But ima get my shit together eventually Yeah yeah I forgot why I'm alive I lost sight of my desires But even though I lost track I'm on my way back Get there one step at a time Scared to look cause I'm scared to find All the answers at the finish line I'm going at my own pace Cause it's not a race I'm going one step at a time Maybe I lost myself again Maybe I lost myself again Again Maybe I lost myself again Maybe I lost myself again Maybe I lost myself again I forgot why I'm alive I lost sight of my desires But even though I lost track I'm on my way back Get there one step at a time Scared to look cause I'm scared to find All the answers at the finish line I'm going at my own pace Cause it's not a race I'm going one step at a time