Living with the devil on my back
Feel the earth about to crack beneath us
When I think the worst is done
One more path we need to run in pieces
I can't untie the knot behind my back
Or try to hide the loaded mess I am
I'd close my eyes before I stare in to that gun
But that's it. I'm done
I try to beat it coz the feeling's not the one
I try to reach it but I'm blinded by the sun
Try not to bottle but I'll blow just like a gun
That's it. I'm done
I've given everything and it's sad to see it go
But I can't carry on it feels so hollow
And it scares me half to death. Will anybody care
When I disappear
It won't stop crawling underneath
But I wanna see how it ends
So I give another little piece of me
Until there's nothing left to feed my demons
I'll keep an open mind. Look inside
Tell me why everything is black and white
All my life I have tried. Now it's time to run
But that's it. I'm done
I try to beat it coz the feeling's not the one
I try to reach it but I'm blinded by the sun
Try not to bottle but I'll blow just like a gun
That's it. I'm done
I've given everything and it's sad to see it go
But I can't carry on it feels so hollow
And it scares me half to death. Will anybody care
When I disappear
It's not my fault but I've paid for it
Can't stand the taste of this medicine
Give me a reason to start again
I need a reason to start again
It's not my fault but I've paid for it
Can't stand the taste of this medicine
Give me a reason to start again
I need a reason to start again
But that's it. I'm done
I try to beat it coz the feeling's not the one
I try to reach it but I'm blinded by the sun
Try not to bottle but I'll blow just like a gun
That's it. I'm done
I've given everything and it's sad to see it go
But I can't carry on it feels so hollow
And it scares me half to death. Will anybody care
When I disappear