Oops, I'm feeling lost again Guess I'll wander round the drug store Till I forget that I feel conflicted Till I feel calmed 'Cause everything around me is moving faster Than we ever expected I've got a weapon in my pocket That I'm lifting to my face 90 times a day I heard I could fix my pain with flower tinctures Burdock and dandelion, flower tinctures I heard I could fix my pain with a box hair dye The red highlight kind And my pain is I'm getting older And I try not to mind I really try not to mind The boy I want is supported by his parents Doesn't have the nerve to text me back after a fuck But has the nerve to ask me if I like my breasts Sometimes I do and sometimes I don't But I lied to him and told him that I loved them And then I died a little inside I felt the problem was with me But the problem was with him What if I asked, do you like your cock? Oh, god, I want to feel so beautiful in my skin And oh, gods, I want to find someone to celebrate my state with And oh, god, will I ever find that one? And oh, gods, I want to feel so beautiful in my skin And oh, gods, I want to find someone to celebrate my state with And oh, god, why the hell do we all want someone, need someone? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you?