Father forgive me For I have sinned Do you remember all the times I couldn't let you in? I needed the space to fill these hollow lungs again A lost soul helplessly drifting away Follower why are you drifting away? Your soul the glow that you had Never to be the same There was a time when your arms were pure But I can't replace these tears Left here to face all his fears I just couldn't process the thought Upon discovering my hero was gone The space you left will never feel warm again Warm again Take hold of what you love and never let it go I can hear their screams and I feel so alone And I've been thinking of a way to let you know That I don't think I can do this on my own You're gone and I never got the chance to say Everything I've ever wanted and what you mean to me All I could offer was a kiss and goodbye Here's what I need to say With the reasons why A boy without his father is like a traveler without the stars to guide the way So please just stay Take hold of what you love And never let it go And I've been thinking I can't do this on my own I can't do this on my own For years and years trying to get by Being the one that makes your proud I hope you made it to the sky Such a bittersweet feeling consumes me All I hope is that you got your piece of paradise And my father I called out for you But you weren't there to wipe my tears Through the darkest night My worst fears Without a single trace you left me The shadows are my own fears The reflection of the worst man Buried and broken Broken apart I stand before with a trembling heart Trembling heart