If I could pretend today
Was my favorite holiday
I'd probably just sit and wait right here
Lately I've been feeling down
Still got ten toes on the ground
I'm still holding on to something dear
Told me it's about time to let go
You a shadow of the person I know
Pack my bags, take a trip to the snow
Tryna figure how you've gotten so cold
After all the things that I'm owed
Got you prayin' that you never exposed
Think it's time for me to reap what I sow
Never change, still stick to the code
Every time like symphonies
But the voice in my head won't sing for me
Don't think I'll heal ever
I hope you feel better
Gave you all my dignity
I been lost and my mind won't send for me
Some things I'll keep forever
I hope you feel better
Said you got me feelin' violent
Open up my eyelids
But they're stuck right now
Should've got it all in writing
Got me all excited
I ain't up right now
You never saw the best of me
Always second guessing me
I won't give the recipe
But you gon' need a remedy
Told me it's about time to let go
You a shadow of the person I know
Pack my bags, take a trip to the snow
Tryna figure how you've gotten so cold
After all the things that I'm owed
Got you prayin' that you never exposed
Think it's time for me to reap what I sow
Never change, still stick to the code
Every time like symphonies
But the voice in my head won't sing for me
Don't think I'll heal ever
I hope you feel better
Gave you all my dignity
I been lost and my mind won't send for me
Some things I'll keep forever
I hope you feel better
Your orchestra that plays too loud
Not playing loud enough right now
Those sounds that bring me to my knees
Became the soundtrack to your dreams
I keep that beating in my chest
Just know I played for you my best
With every note you'll ever need
Another piece is incomplete
Sloppy with the wording
We getting petty galore
We should be getting steady
We getting ready for war
Should be up and running and never takin' defeat
I'm pickin' up all the weapons
And takin 'em to the streets
Every time like symphonies
But the voice in my head won't sing for me
Don't think I'll heal ever
I hope you feel better
Gave you all my dignity
I been lost and my mind won't send for me
Some things I'll keep forever
I hope you feel better