I'm different than I was I talk about God I talk to my anger and temper my speech I miss my family but that's not new to me And God gave them back when you let me be When I lost you You threatened your life But wasn't that every day with us on the edge of a knife I watched you fall I watched you lie I drove back home to look you in the eye We walked real slow and silent on the beach Sinking down into the belly of the beast Here on our plate is the worst part of you and the worst part of me And I can tell you what I've found The grass is greener where you water it Unless there's poison in the ground One thing I learned from you is how things die Sometimes they just go and then they're gone There doesn't have to be a reason why I tell myself I left to save my life I hope you find yourself a more committed wife Here on our plate is the worst part of you and the worst part of me And I can tell you what I've found The grass is greener where you water it Unless there's poison in the ground