Talking to my dad and I see a lowkey alcoholic Talking to my mom and I know she feel the hardships Always going through some shit don't even wanna be involved in But the pain made me stronger I just keep on evolving And I'm praying to god, like why I gotta feel this pain? Why can't I be happy and just stay up in my lane n Why the fuck my city hate me and the closest change Why the fuck this rap shit ain't take off at the stage? I feel like I should've been famous I should've been made it I should've been rich, shit I should've had paper I should've had it all now n I been mad chasing Working all the time, every dime to this rap thing and I don't like being at my house But at the same time, I don't like going out So imagine how I feel, always isolate myself And fuck all of that pitty, I don't really need no help and I been saying Came up, I did this shit on my own By my lone n now people calling my phone Cause I'm winning now on the low, I know And that really be the fakest shit One thing life taught me is time changes shit Circle got smaller and my money got longer People always wanna talk all down on my name and shit Get some money, that's my new moddo in life Put every second in music cause I ain't living it twice And working a 9-5 job for me just won't suffice I ain't selling my soul but the devil naming his price, on god All these demons steady watching me Tryna take my blessings but I never let it bother me Only thing that bother me is money and my privacy Bossed up, so you know where my focus at constantly I'm at a point in my life where nobody stopping me I need my green and blue cash on Monopoly Ex friends on my page and they steady stalking me But issa x for a reason, so they can't talk to me I do this shit for my Grandpa, like rest in peace I know he watching my success like he was next to me Yea a lot of people was family but now they dead to me Now a lot of people I once loved, they enemy's I ask myself like 'what the fuck has gotten into me Ex girl almost took her life and that's the shit I see Still to this day, yea it haunt me deep in my memories Hate to think I put somebody else's life in jeopardy I don't got a lot of love left to give I don't think I got a lot of time left to give It's a lot of things in my life, if you remember me for nothing else Thank just remember me for this Talking to my dad and I see a lowkey alcoholic Talking to my mom and I know she feel the hardships Always going through some shit don't even wanna be involved in But the pain made me stronger I just keep on evolving