Leave my heart into the night
I know it was a million times
That I was lost inside my head
And didn't know which way I was to go
I need some time alone
Bruises I told myself to mind
I now it took a million tries
To loosen up and really show that
I wasn't just the man you thought you owned
I wasn't all just flesh and bones
Days where I was broken down
I know there were a million ways to light a fire
In this heart of mine
But I let it be and ended up astray
Was the worst I ever did
I don't need forgiveness on a day like this
Give me you rejection and the time to miss
A million different words that I could have said
But I just keep 'em quiet 'cause I know itself
Back out in the time apart
I never thought it'd come this far
But I was back where I started from
With the wooden door and no windows to the road
When we wanted to get old
Every time I went away I thought about you night and day
I was caught in a rusty case that I got myself when I was younger age
You always thought it strange
The things I said brought you to tears
I never meant to do you harm
What I really do regret
Were the times I didn't see
And the things I never did
I don't need forgiveness on a day like this
Give me you rejection and the time to miss
A million different words that I could have said
But I just keep 'em quiet cause I know itself
Thought to find millions words to lift you up?
And make me whole
You stayed
You stayed
Every time I fight the night
I feel the best would be to just let go
Let go
Throw away those broken things
And take your time as I build them off again
I really hope you do
She said "Take your heart, your millions words
And all my love cause I won't be yours again"
And I might miss those days
Those million times I hold you close
And I hoped you stayed again
I really thought you would
And we should save our souls
Our hearts of gold
And live our lives as our parents told us, so
It's time to say goodbye