Lost my head And just couldn't understand How this all got out of hand Now I'm out of mind And I don't know why I'm feeling so insecure In between the wanting more And letting go of what I got If good or not I'll just take a shot Event though days go by and I'm wonderin' I never decided what I was wantin' I never defined myself I never defined myself With words, words That I said when times weren't easy Made the mistake and didn't believe them I never defined myself I never defined myself For good, for good Understand I'm letting you know firsthand I wanna leave and see new land But I don't know how I just know that when A vessel can't go unmanned My journey gonna be unplanned I wanna leave without demand But I don't know when I just hope real soon And when I go I'll be on time I'm sure to be on time and feel alive Even though days go by and I'm wonderin' I never decided what I was wantin' I never defined myself I never defined myself With words, words That I said when times weren't easy Made the mistake and didn't believe them I never defined myself I never defined myself For good, for good And when I go I'll be on time I'm sure to be on time and feel alive And when I go I'll be on time I'm sure to be on time and feel alive