Sometimes, oh, sometimes I just wish that I was dead To kill the thoughts, to kill these thoughts inside my head I can stare at my reflection Despising what I see, but what is it that I see? Misconception My inability to see, inability to see that I am a nobody Play the victim, no one's watching me There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story Is there, is there hope for me? (Ha ha ha) Sometimes in life you have to lose in order to gain Sometimes in life before love comes pain So I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but not for all that I've done I'm sorry, I'm sorry but take a look how I've been wasting away I can feel my vitals erasing with me And I know these feelings of anxiety Is the form of my mind just torturing me Self inflicting pain has built a wall that can not remain You're gonna watch me break it down right now, right now (Yeah, yeah) No longer do I want to hate myself No longer will I let you hold me back Misconception My inability to see, inability to see that I am a nobody Play the victim, no one's watching me There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story So is there hope for me? Reassure or lie to me Provide me certainty Don't tell me it's the end So is there hope for me? Reassure or lie to me Provide me certainty Don't tell me it's the end No, don't tell me it's the end Free me from the thoughts in my head Please release me