Caring has become a thing of the past I broke bones, healed and I cut off the cast Now nothing feels the same And I'm numb inside but for this nagging shame... Nagging shame (Pre) And I live but I never seem to learn And I lie and lie so it doesn't hurt Now I'm on my own in this desert I've made Where the sun beats down, and I have no shade Another breath in Another breath out Another false win I can lie to myself about I'm the sky and the rain I'm the wild and the tame 'Cause I won't choose death I'm the hero and the pain The hero and the pain The hero and the pain Now I'm loading the gun, and I'm planning attack And I'm asking the Son, for my life back 'Cause I killed all of my faith When I cried for Him and no answer came... No answer came (Pre 2) But I live, 'cause there's nothing else to do And I scrape and grind, nothing left to prove Got the devil inside and it's hot as hell And I serve my time, in this prison cell Color me in or shoot me down I could be black or underground Start up war and scream my name Save my life or dig my grave I'm just a man that's halfway done Waiting for my ship to come Will it come?