I tried to drown the screaming sounds You never once were on my side You are complacent in your torture Forever and ever apart of me Without you here I freeze in time Thoughts fill the void to control my mind And I'm just fine but that's not the case I'll say goodbye while my heart races Can't seem to shake you off I'm not myself I'll rise above your shame Within the darkness The light will guide the way I tried to drown the screaming sounds You never once were on my side You won't replace me with self hatred Forever and ever apart of you So now I pretend like my body is okay but I want my heart to stop The air I use to fill my lungs move up So now I count the times of what I made it of my life Even when you want me All I want is some peace of mind I'll rise above your shame Within the darkness The light will guide the way This sinking feeling will not define me The pressures closing in, I'm losing it I won't surrender my ground Stand up and fight until it takes my light out Until it takes my light out I tried to drown the screaming sounds You never once were on my side Convincing me I'm not alright You will lose this fight I'll rise above your shame Within the darkness The light will guide the way, whoa