Hiding from your eyes, all the voices in my mind never stop Singing me that life is a bitter promise Would you turn the lead to gold And lose me in its glow if tonight I'm losing control again? Because I doubt I'm worth saving I'm only looking for another kind of high The drugs, drugs can't take me higher Seems like my demons are all waiting in line And love, love don't get 'em numbed, no Just want another fucking way to waste time To drown, drown all of my problems I'm only looking for a way out now I'm only looking for a way out Like waiting for a spark, this overdriving heart never stops Telling me that I would be better off dead Oh, would you turn the lead to gold If everything I touch, I corrode? Will we only count the bones of the dreams that I burry? There's nothing to save here I'm only looking for another kind of high The drugs, drugs can't take me higher Seems like my demons are all waiting in line And love, love don't get 'em numbed, no Just want another fucking way to waste time To drown, drown all of my problems I'm only looking for a way out now I'm only looking for a way out How many days, fucking begging for another crumb of serotonin? My inner world got me feeling heavy I'm losing faith in any kind of modern magic After the grey, hell should be fucking easy Hell should be fucking easy Yeah This insatiable mind is running on empty How many steps 'fore it shoves me from the edge? It's getting hard to get a break Just wanna feel, just wanna feel okay 'Cause if oblivion's like a bullet, I'm an empty gun And every minute is a journey to the next one These fucking moments turn to bridges They bring me back into this place where everything is fading in silence Don't wanna spend another day feeling under the weather Here in between the void and everything it's taking God knows how often I've tried to bleed Bleed, bleed the feeling I'm only looking for another kind of high The drugs, drugs can't take me higher Seems like my demons are all waiting in line And love, love don't get 'em numbed, no Just want another fucking way to waste time To drown, drown all of my problems I'm only looking for a way out now I'm only looking for a way out