Wake up, it's already 1 o'clock
Oh my god, get up
But I don't feel like it
I didn't sleep enough, was up to 7am again
Insomnia is really just a piece of shit
But I don't really care when I feel my lifes up in the air
I don't wanna wake up and face reality
To see that I am not half the person I used to be
To see all my color just draining right out of me
When I close my eyes
The world seems so interesting again
Black and purple fade into cozy places
When that rem takes me
I know it's not healthy
But I feel better, when I am gone for a bit
This is sleep escape
It takes my pain away
Sleep escape
Because I hated how the day went
Sleep escape
Because I feel no more shame
Sleep escape
My little hide away
Sleep escape
My safe space
That is, until the nightmares come uninvited
All my worst fears come flooding in
I'm swearing in my sheets
Sometimes there's no escape in my sleep
No escape waking up
I feel like I'm going mad
Time to pop another xanz
Don't worry, have them legally
It's cause of this anxiety
I wish I could function normally
I'm screaming silently
Just sick of being awake at times
And facing this society
But I know for damn sure
That I still want to live
When I close my eyes
The world seems so interesting again
Black and purple fade into cozy places
When that rem takes me
I know it's not healthy
But I feel better, when I am gone for a bit
This is sleep escape
It takes my pain away
MIA, I'm missing in action