If you really with me why am i rolling in the weather If you really with me then we 'post to be together You made me a solider now my heart is made of metal Disguised as an angel I was falling for the devil Now all of my pain turning into soft aggression Coming for your brains no remains on the stretcher I got beams on top of beams and my dreams it's a blessing I got money from the fiends to be playing like the rest them Left some people in my past I had to cut 'em for the better I don't really feel like fucking but just fuck it it's whatever Imma take you from your family if you take me from my cheddar If I'm lacking then don't spare me cause I should've been more careful I'm busting off the pack I'm leaning back I drift I drive In a room full of people I feel lonely deep inside Shawty tell me that you love me I won't judge you fuck your pride I want you now you move around You come back home and we be fine If he think he fuck with me then he must be out of his mind My nigga pop out at your house like it's a party prove some pride Double SD on my tombstone I stay solid in the prize I be busting controlled substance when I'm rolling in the ride Look to the sky and for why lately my feelings been gone They already broke my heart I feel they breaking me off I got a list I make a call I'm Malcom X'ing 'em off You got a problem my solution get my weapon involved I be stepping no direction if I crash then I'm gone I'm smoking all your family tree I guess I'm ashing your bro How the fuck I'm giving you my all and you still asking for more? I make a path for all my dogs and then I'm passing it on Dont know if I'm down to make that call cause you been fucking me off It hit they ass ain't seen it coming Nina sing like richard Don't wanna mask and bust your pumpkin Halloween not involved We do got hollows if you want 'em get delivered tomorrow I apologize for my demeanor I can't help I'm a leaner I ain't only rapping for myself cause Imma speak for my people Hands held together pray to God cause I can't visit the reaper That's why I'm tryna sin the other side as soon as I see 'em I be yelling tell Aretha ma I'm so traumatized They telling me that love is blind but I got blood in my eyes I feel like Jesus in the sky cause they cross me like A.I All this pain up in my body make it hard to survive