I know this feeling far too well Suffocating in this hollow shell I call my body Rotting like my heart I decay slowly withering away So tell me how to stay awake instead of sleeping forever in solitude My mind is in a fragile state that I cannot escape I can't control everything that I've done my past has no regrets to the lives I've touched with my heartless intentions Always failing to mention that I have no remorse So validate my catharsis do what it takes to feel complete Even if that involves all the blood that I have to bleed I will dig myself into an early grave bury me so you can finally feel safe So selfish and sadistic this addiction I just can't seem to quit The feeling of this hopelessness how do I disappear from this? I'm cut too deep I am cut too deep to stitch up You and I were never the same I've become a burden I've lost my way And as I sleep with the serpents I am undeserving of my lungs I struggle and I shake at the weight of my shame I have become a burden never the same Nothing will erase this from my mind, from my memory I've become a burden I've lost my way