Why am I afraid
Letting you go
(Shivering up my spine)
(Cold touch is so haunting)
(This is my goodbye)
(When I walk away, please don't follow me)
Is it raining where you are
(I secretly pray that you're ok)
Cause I'm drowning over here
When you look up to the sun
Feel warmth through my fears
I never got to asking you
How distance breaks your shell
(Hey)
The only comfort that I have
With 2000 miles
Is we're both alone
And I'm on my way home
(Twists and turns with no thought I'll make it back to you
I scream to God as I breach through the storm
I'm holding out for the sake of my humanity
Can you reciprocate the feeling)
Waiting on your answer for days
All the Grey never seems to settle
Letters stay lost
Or sold like scraps of metal
I'll raise the point
(It means more than you know)
It's beyond sentimental
Toe tagged
Jane doe scares me a little
Now is it worth it (Are you worth it)
To wait (for me)
For me (to wait)
In the position of pain
But sure what can I do
Morality will ask the question am I good for you
Whether it's heaven or hell my choice is always you
And I'll say fuck it to the pain I'm down for your abuse
I miss your conversation piece and all the laughs we had
Even if it was short and all up in my head
But fuck my feelings
My inner demons will push me on
So when this song ends Ima stay sad and drunk
So young miss villainous
Tell me how you feel
Were you the song in my head or were you fucking real
Bitter feelings cause I'm left thinking I'm worthless
I mean I know I am I just wish it hurt less
The only comfort that I have
With 2000 miles
Is we're both alone
And I'm on my way home
The only comfort that I have
(Lately my days blue)
With 2000 miles
(And I always think of you)
Is we're both alone
(And your answer's always grey)
And I'm on my way home
(Because you never fucking say)