Searching for hours Searching for nothing It draws me back to The times you used to stay A selfish love buried deep inside you What's more to say? Where do I turn to? And every night I wondered (This will forever be an apology) How did it feel To place your hands on another (With weary eyes and a broken heart) Set in stone, purify your actions Did you even love me from the start? (I'll let it disappear) Or was it a norm for you to tear me apart? (You can't reassure) I couldn't tell the difference anymore (So let's burn our bridges) Despite everything It's so compelling how The words that pour out From your mouth Are nothing more Than empty promises And I can't take this anymore So now I'm trying to Revert myself back To the person I once was Praying for a change in concept I guess I'll never know I guess I'll never I lay awake at night Thinking of what we could have been Everything I wasn't Drove you away from me So don't say you're sorry No more apologies With your knife in my back You watched me bleed I'm broken I'm bleeding And I know that you can't hear me Because the decisions that you made behind closed doors Showed your disregard for all we were before So now I lay alone In a bed for two In a house we made That was ruined by you I'm recovering from your absence But I'm still looking for the fragments Of myself