Stapling my wrists shut Smoke stained in the blood rain Blood stained in the cold rain, and uh Nobody can hear me scream So why not just stop After all, just fall apart But then the girl smiles from the other side And I know nothing's gonna be alright I'll go and laugh goodbye But then the big man comes and rubs her thigh And if it didn't, now it hurts inside But still I laugh goodbye After all I realize I'm not gonna get you again But I just hate how he whittles my pride (Just let me bleed) I'm such an attention whore Egotistical Can't you see-oh You don't wanna hear me speak So I might just stop After all, just fall apart But then the girl smiles from the other side And I know nothing's gonna be alright I'll go and laugh goodbye But then the big man comes and rubs her thigh And if it didn't, now it hurts inside But still I laugh goodbye Don't you know, I- I just want to apologize But my tongue is still stiff from pride (Just let me seethe) But then the girl smiles from the other side And I know nothing's gonna be alright I'll go and laugh goodbye But then the big man comes and rubs her thigh And if it didn't, now it hurts inside But still I laugh goodbye Here I leave my ink and pen Through this note to you, my friend All good things must have an end Lick the glue, to you I'll send Here I leave my ink and pen Through this note to you, my friend All good things must have an end Lick the glue, to you I'll send I don't want to be your lover I just miss being your everything But I've come to accept that I don't want you back Anytime soon