Oh, I tried for years to write you a song
But each time when I'd try to write it, it'd come out wrong
When I was younger, I was so blind
I couldn't read between the lines and instead I'd just cry
Instead, I'd just cry
Oh, I used to look in the mirror
And ask myself why I wasn't pretty like her
And I was always somewhat empty inside
But even the empty feel more empty when they cry
Oh, I was so empty
Oh, and if you would think to just tell me the truth
Hurt my feelings just once so I could get over you
I was everywhere, nothingness, falling apart
I was dumb as a rock didn't know where to start
Now I'm older, not wiser, but been through this more
Don't know what I was thinking, don't know if I was thinking
Oh, you had me everywhere, you had me everywhere
You were here, you were there, but I was everywhere
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There's no need to say sorry, it wasn't your fault
It's my own self delusion, I just got caught
But when you were here, I was here
When you were there, I was there
And when you were here, I was here
When you were there, I was there
And leaving your waiting room was so hard for me
To let go and to tune into reality
I couldn't tell you what was going through my head
But when I left your waiting room, I was half-dead
I left your waiting room half-dead
I left your waiting room half-dead
I left your waiting room half-dead