PTSD in my system
It was validated real
By my therapist last week
I bet the army will repeal
They deny me of my feelings
When I'm feeling all the feels
And they traded me my freedom
And they call that shit a deal
PTSD in my system
It was validated real
By my therapist last week
I bet the army will repeal
They deny me of my feelings
When I'm feeling all the feels
And they traded me my freedom
And they call that shit a deal
Uh
Post traumatic
This wasn't how it supposed to happen
Went from boot camp to the food stamp nigga
Never even made it close to captain
Just another piece in your war game
Nothing but a pawn on your board mane
Carrying that piece took my peace of mind
Now I can barely even sleep anymore mane
Living in the nation that I fought for
But who fighting for me?
My brothers out in the streets
Why my mom and dad
Gotta scrounge for a little bit of a piece
Of what they earned overseas
I never prophesied them profitizing
Off the lives and the blood we spilled
Feeding all the lies ignoring all the cries
Cutting all the ties and treating us like filth
Damn!
Blood stains in my brain
But they call me insane
(Yeah yeah)
Constantly in pain
I can't dance in the rain
(I can't dance in the rain)
I did this to attain
A future for my name
(Future for my name)
But all I feel is shame
For bloodstains in my brain
PTSD in my system
It was validated real
By my therapist last week
I bet the army will repeal
They deny me of my feelings
When I'm feeling all the feels
And they traded me my freedom
And they call that shit a deal
PTSD in my system
It was validated real
By my therapist last week
I bet the army will repeal
They deny me of my feelings
When I'm feeling all the feels
And they traded me my freedom
And they call that shit a deal
Yeah
Pain pills in brown bags
Wish I didn't know about that
Crying in the shower
Cause I'm wishing they could take it back
Own up to the pain you brought me
Own up to the way you taught me
Own up to the fact that I'm a number
And the way you bought me
This ain't nothing new
Now I'm just a stat to you
And you say I'm "crying wolf"
Example of the hate you spew
Glad I'm moving on from this
Never wanna be like you
You don't even have a clue
Of how I feel
I wish you knew
(Uh!)
Looking back behind me
Cause I think I'm being followed
'This we'll defend'
Never lived up to that motto
Duck when I hear fireworks
Sounding like that auto
Anxious at the concert
When I'm hearing that vibrato
Eating my food fast
(Uh!)
Don't stand for the flag
(Uh!)
Don't salute all you fake patriots
I take it back
Now I'm going to therapy
I was once anxious and sad
But I learned to work through feelings
'Stead of putting them in the bags
Damn!
PTSD in my system
It was validated real
By my therapist last week
I bet the army will repeal
They deny me of my feelings
When I'm feeling all the feels
And they traded me my freedom
And they call that shit a deal
PTSD in my system
It was validated real
By my therapist last week
I bet the army will repeal
They deny me of my feelings
When I'm feeling all the feels
And they traded me my freedom
And they call that shit a deal