Don't know if I can do this again Like watching myself drown These days it's hard to pretend I've fallen, will I stay down? I've towed a line And won the fight The edge of alive Hope I can win this time How many times do I have to fall Before I find home in the dirt? I know I said I'd have it all But not if I self destruct I'm so afraid of myself, I'm screaming Is there anyone that can help? Please believe me Wanna get better and thrive Need to get out of my mind I wanna live, not survive Help before I'm out of time Out of time Out of time How can I trust myself when I see my heros die To truly love myself and not end up inside A coffin of my own creation up above in a cold space station They couldn't find it on the world stage How can I ever do the same? I'm so afraid of myself, I'm screaming Is there anyone that can help? Please believe me Wanna get better and thrive Need to get out of my mind I wanna live, not survive Help before I'm out of time Out of time I'm so afraid of myself I'm so afraid of myself I have become my own hell I have become my own hell I'm so afraid of myself, I'm screaming Is there anyone that can help? Please believe me Want to get better and thrive Need to get out of my mind I wanna live, not survive Help before I'm out of time