It was brought to my attention that I might not be happy
Didn't think that it was that deep
Last month feels like last week
Close my eyes but I still can't sleep
Wow, it's time to juggle bags from town to town
Try to get away when the sun go down
Ain't nobody notice if I make no sounds
Lost in my head till I can't get found
So who are you to judge never walking in my steps?
I got the type of appetite that never do digest
I look into the mirror and wonder what could come next
I'm packing up my bags I get away when the sun sets
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Down, down
Huh, well look at me
It's another year passed I ain't where I wanna be
And my reflection ain't something I wanna see
For the first time I wonder if I'm happy
Cuz the pressure on my back is a lot to hold up
Stress in my stomach think I might throw up
I thought that it'd be different when I finally grow up
Now I'm grown up, happiness has yet to show up
But I smile and I grin, I cheer when I win
And I got pictures on my wall that pin
But I look at the pics, I don't know what I see
For the first time I wonder if I'm happy
It was brought to my attention that I might not be happy
Didn't think that it was that deep
Last month feels like last week
Close my eyes but I still can't sleep
Wow, it's time to juggle bags from town to town
Try to get away when the sun go down
Ain't nobody notice if I make no sounds
Lost in my head till I can't get found