I turn to you
When I want to, when I want to celebrate
My ascent to the sky
But in truth I'm refilling up alone now
Getting cosmically high
I'm not going to force you to feel any-anymore
And that's the gift you've given me
So I'll thank you
Though I know you won't be thanking me
(I turn to)
And I'm like
Stationed for days, won't give it away, hope sitting still pays
And I'm like
Stationed for days, won't give it away, hope sitting still pays
And I'm like
Won't give it away (Won't give it away)
And I'm like
I think what I've given you is a taste of
Accountability
I think what I've given you is a taste of
Accountability
I'm gonna get busy
Not rely on you needing me
Though you do babe
We know it's true, babe
I'm going to fill up
On everything you're dry on
The drought's for you babe
We know it's true babe
I turned to you when I thought you could hold me up
Keep me checking up on myself
The lengths I'd go just to prove I was worthy of you
At the risk of my own health
It took me across to the other side of the earth
Just to breathe deeply in
Now I can do that,
And pull back my heart without feeling like (Feeling like)
I'm, losing
(I turned to)
I'm like
Stationed for days, won't give it away, hope sitting still pays
I'm like
Stationed for days, won't give it away, hope sitting still pays
I think what I've given you is a taste of
Accountability
I think what I've given you is a taste of
Accountability
I'm gonna get busy
Not rely on you needing me
Though you do babe
We know it's true babe
I'm going to fill up
On everything you're dry on
The drought's for you babe
We know it's true babe
I see through the way
You worship the ground I walk on
It allows you the distance
You need while I plead
But now I'm retreating
My heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full (I turn to)