One of my patnas got swole Doin pull-ups on that beam I was eighteen Skinny man dippin in pools Wife beater over my jeans Muscles so weak Desert land on my face Tears never visit my cheeks Tryna be hard Steal from the house next door Then gave in the house next week But I'm no fraud This conflict of interest Spiritual indifference Blamed on God Mine was stumbling Tryna balance His position under cross They don't mention Holy Scriptures That's depicting How He saw Women equal Children counted Gentiles free from under law We somehow done got it twisted Like a doobie You so twisted Like a Rasta In Jamaica smokin doobies Yea mon Heavens In Heaven Church is In Session Counting these Blessings How can I (Vibes) (Slide give em fire) How can I let go I could see the goal See the goal with my eyes closed I'm on the beam On the beam like a tightrope (Hi) Ya get five seconds For I'm set to Seek and find I think I lost my balance I'm still up for a challenge Pull these beams Til my fingers bleed Left a open callus Broken ballot Call em tricks the rabbit I said no to carrots Bump the masses Ya been rockin masks Before coronavirus Ghost riders Ya could tote the choppas Bet it won't stop us Cross the broader Bring it back to Harlem Like the globetrotters uh Running man running man uh Radiate heat like son of man uh It's two sides to a coin To a dollar To the street To the cross and the covenant uh So I don't think our problem with the white man Or the Po Po Nah it's really with the government uh They the ones that turn the cray on Tryna get you chalked If your skin tone colored in Put it on our job description Birth certificates Time you was a toddler teen To burger flipping Working like a slave So your name ain't a thing You just worth some digits to the top We mixing with the pot boy Not me we triple like the stocks boy Don't slide and slip up like a sock boy Bring heat when choppin with the Hot Boys I got two black books in the top drawer Not me we triple like the stocks boy Don't slide and slip up like a sock boy Bring heat when choppin with the Hot Boys I got two black books yuh How can I (Vibes) (Slide give em fire) How can I let go I could see the goal See the goal with my eyes closed I'm on the beam On the beam like a tightrope (Hi) Tryna find a balance push past the challenge Light with me where I go How can I (Vibes) (Slide give em fire) How can I let go I could see the goal See the goal with my eyes closed I'm on the beam On the beam like a tightrope (Hi) Ya get five seconds For I'm set to Seek and find Don't mean to jump to conclusions But that vertical woo If we talking bout depths Then I can swim through a few Started head above water At the neck like a crew Don't you drown in that pool Weight stick to him like a cue On a scale far from lightweight Hard to balance that beam Supposed to reflect light but wait Don't even balance the beam Lost direction from whose directing Cuts from the scene Felt a draft then lost it Like getting cut from the team Hang by a thread of good string That's a tight rope for sure And if we talking for show My life a circus and all My life a surplus of wrong I'm talkin extra on extra Wore a mask before pandemic Put the v in vendetta Pen How can I (Vibes) (Slide give em fire) How can I let go I could see the goal See the goal with my eyes closed I'm on the beam On the beam like a tightrope (Hi) Tryna find a balance push past the challenge Light with me where I go How can I (Vibes) (Slide give em fire) How can I let go I could see the goal See the goal with my eyes closed I'm on the beam On the beam like a tightrope (Hi) Ya get five seconds For I'm set to Seek and find