You left me hanging dry Weather permitting I bring you rainy vibes Airy sighs Exhales of heaven Hide in my lady eyes I applied You accept No I reply Loose my number To yo seconds I ain't got the time For back and forth with ya Stepdaddys runnin back to court with ya But I aint make it to the NBA So I don't get paid to play no games For these verses They gone write the check Most of you rappers I do not respect 'Twas a cold winter. When I sold my soul to this soul bidder Wasn't no glitter in my dirty heart For gold diggers Rolled with him. I ditched like everything I owned with em With no exchange Or no future promise to blow with em Took them steps Feet was wet No regrets Trimmer Followed him To the depths Of the depth swimmer In the storms Where He slept I can rest with him I confess With a Flesh Heart up in my chest in him Trials I ain't woke yet Me and God ain't spoke yet Knee high in my sins Swear my whole body be soaked wet I can't even focus Going through these motions I don't see you throwing me no blessings I'm wide open All I see is rain Rainy Vibez Lazy Eyes Maybe I Painting my Pain and my Hurt and then Blaming it on reigning God Just when I wanna just give up He beckons and calls me nigh Something about when He speaks It erases away my doubt I was hung dry Some fans are inconsiderate Some blind The fan that claims to love you Is the fan you'll get shunned by When they disagree And expectations are dumb high No more rappin to please em I'm done tryin These people Trashed the last triple D CD But it was Therapeutic for me to freely grieve But those that couldn't relate Aint wanna see me free They said make music to minister to me, me, me And if the name of Christ Doesn't constantly repeat Then you're as worldly as them rappers that's on BET But from now on that's the type of fan that we delete Or block I'ma tell em all just to leave me be Because You aint the standard I dont do what yall say You just want an album Full of hallelujah all days But homie ima do it God's way And He told me tell the people How I got you through the Hallway Yes Trials I ain't woke yet Me and God ain't spoke yet Knee high in my sins Swear my whole body be soaked wet I can't even focus Going through these motions I don't see you throwing me no blessings I'm wide open All I see is rain Rainy Vibez Lazy Eyes Maybe I Painting my Pain and my Hurt and then Blaming it on reigning God Just when I wanna just give up He beckons and calls me nigh Something about when He speaks It erases away my doubt No matter the brain Professionally trained Uh No weatherman can Forecast all the rain Uh My carpenter friend With nails in his hand Uh Creator of life Puts science to shame Uh A pennys bigger than mustard seed I heard that's all you need The currency of the king When I couldn't find it in me I'll be honest I ain't the kind to believe I don't even trust most of the words that be spoken to me I was on the shore and outrunning the breeze Claiming lead Blind to fact He stretched out the sky And then He unrolled the sea Waves came crashing down on my logic Like it was Red Sea Washed away my doubt and killed my opinion In Dead Sea That's a lot of water and rain I used to call being man But now I call being chained I had a Anchor tied to shackles I was walking in Devil was my stalker then Now I'm NT... I see the rain to help me start again Trials I ain't woke yet Me and God ain't spoke yet Knee high in my sins Swear my whole body be soaked wet I can't even focus Going through these motions I don't see you throwing me no blessings I'm wide open All I see is rain Rainy Vibez Lazy Eyes Maybe I Painting my Pain and my Hurt and then Blaming it on reigning God Just when I wanna just give up He beckons and calls me nigh Something about when He speaks It erases away my doubt