I'm an angel so I'm fighting demons
Living in the present got questioning this life I'm given
They talk the talk but don't live the meaning
I feel like my life's been wrapped around a colosseum
Guess I'm A gladiator
They say God gives big battles to the strongest warriors
So can only guess when it's revealed that my callings major
And I don't know why they gassing me
They saying how I'm goated but I haven't done a thing that's equating to that
Still Tryna make it
Fully caught up in this race doing equations
I'm getting ahead of myself I gotta pace it
Take my time but still there's no procrastinating
It's just me and I in this world take what's mine
Never to your front doors where I'll take the fight
The way it was was an eye for an eye
The law was a guy for a guy
And he came and changed a guy for the guy
Came trade his life for our lives
Just for me so I can't fail if I try if I do he'll be right by my side
So I'll open up and let you know here's how I'm feeling inside
I'll shed some light to you here's how I'm feeling at night
Cause some nights I fall in my bed and I'm feeling to cry
All of my life I've lead alone at this point I'm just tired
I know my mums over there and she loves me so much
And I love her right back too so much
All I'm doing is for her she deserves so much
Outsiders ain't got you man as much as your own blood
People offering a hand but I don't want it
Cause I can't trust them in return don't know what they wanting
Their heart is it pure or at heart are they rotten
Got to guard my heart out of it flows problems
You ever felt in a place being lost and you know you need God
So you think to hit him up
Ye I never found no allah I never went to no mosque
But I found Christ I met him in church
It's him I give the glory for my life how it's turned around
He telling me break I'm on the gas so I'm burning out
Caught up in the building whilst deep inside breaking down
I be listening but there's nothing new to learn about
What I talk though I try to live it
I'm set free but still feel imprisoned
But I know it ain't meant to be like that
I'm born again meant to be free mentally feeling like I'm trapped though
So I'm just Tryna talk my pain on a paper
I'm just Tryna tell the world bout a saviour
If you wanting something back keep your favours
We going to the top won't see you later