We both know how this charade always goes
Don't pretend like you don't
Took a walk last night
Ended up at your house
I sat on the sidewalk, bawling my eyes out
I need you now, I need you now
I've been knocking on your door for way too long
It's clear to me that you're not home
You told me that you loved me
But you really only loved him
I can't tell which is more scarred
My heart or my skin
Because of you
I'm scared to love
Because of you
I just wanna fuck my feelings away and isolate myself for an eternity
Nothing is ever permanent so why even try
I'll probably fall in love again and just prove myself right
I've been knocking on your door for way too long
It's clear to me that you're not home
You told me that you loved me
But you really only loved him
I can't tell which is more scarred
My heart or my skin
I've been knocking on your door for way too long
It's clear to me that you're not home
I've been knocking on your door for way too long
It's clear to me that you're not home
You told me that you loved me
But you really only loved him
I can't tell which is more scarred
My heart or my skin
I'm unlocking all your doors, your secrets exposed
All this time you've really been home
But you weren't alone
You fucked him while you heard me cry
God I don't wanna be alive
I'm closing all our doors, I'll let you live your life
Please just forget me, and have some peace of mind
I should have known you didn't love me, but it's fine I'm fine
I don't even have a broken heart, because you stole all of mine