I choose life
Gotta love myself before I die
If it's in the way out my sight
I ran outta space in my mind
I'm outta time
Yeah yeah
Heard the truth and now I choose to believe
Anything that ain't good for me it's in the way
So I go move it out like a deacon
The way I be skating on tracks when they get they be like Ohtay you be preaching
And I know that I'm cold, but I keep a covering on the flow like I was anemic
I got a lot on my mental
Know it's working for good cause it meant to
God just draw out the play that I pen to
7 on me like rest so I'm fin two
I am complete I am not lacking a thing
Heart is heavy from the weight of the team
Carry heavy loads of stains on our jeans, but the washer makes us clean
I gotta love me first
I know it's gone take some work
Thought she took away from my worth
Cause when she left I felt like dirt
I promise self hate is the worst
I been at it for a long time
Twitter fingers tapped into a gold mine
I been flipping pages in my own mind
Acrobatic covering the whole time
Depression calling I can't pick up
I was lepper he told me get up
My life feel like I'm doing sit ups
Up for summer down in winter I
Know he covering his witness But I ain't got room for pretending
I been down and out a minute
Wrote this for the Joy replenish
Birdman when I'm penning
Depression is you done or you finished
Felt like self hate was a part of me told it depart from the heart me yeah yeah
This is really for the heart of me
Sick of loving only part of me
Pardon me God been aiming for the heart
Ain't no stopping what he start in me
Chop it off like it's lobotomy
If it's killing off a part of me
God been molding me like pottery Olay Thompson with the shot for me yeah yeah
I gotta watch how I speak
Autobahn how I speed
Away from anything that's messy
Like to keep my circle ti-deee
I know I'm royalty
Crown me I fit it
Leveled up now me and confidence twinning
Tia Tamara, but I am not kitten
Anything killing the vibe I'm omitting