I should be able to talk about anything
Right
Or should I hold it in
This is the problem with most of us men
It's hard to be open bout what lies within
Just because I'm saved don't mean I don't sin
I️t means I try not to
I told my Father Lord I got you so there's certain things I will not do
I'm a man
Yeah
And I struggle controlling my flesh
And this ain't my only regret
I️ prayed about I️t and He told me a fast would be best
So I took a lil break from my friends
I need some time to reflect
Been off of IG for some weeks
I just need some time to reset
I'm doing all that I can do
I'm hoping that you see me thru
I'm tryna hate the things you hate
I know you're tryna shape my faith
I got a lot up on my plate
I promise I'm not tryna whine, I'm fine
We go thru this every time
We go thru this every time
And yet still end up submitting was blind to your vision but you came and opened my eyes
I know you wish that I would listen but I do things different that's why I need you by my side
I'll do whatever it takes even when it doesn't make sense
I'm sorry to be so transparent but
Sometimes I just need to vent
I don't really care if you feel me
Take me as I️ am this the real me
Who would I be if I can't be transparent Witchu witchu witchu witchu
I'll keep It 100 till it kills me
Cause even in my flaws I know I'm still me
Who would I be if I can't be transparent Witchu witchu witchu witchu
Simone Biles how I'm flippin the script
Come correct when you fixing yo lip to come check me
I️ wrote this while flicking the wrist
Y'all done turned my mood to Arthur's fist
Cause y'all call it judgement when someone intends to correct
And even with a grain of salt, you take it like it's disrespect
Nowadays it don't come as a shock to me
Kept It real wit em now they don't rock wit me
There's a few that still choose to put stock in me
They give me props because I do it properly
Then there's pornography
My addiction made me fear monogamy
There's a few girls I️ played like Monopoly
There's a few girls I owe an apology
But I️ put away those childish things
I️t's What I had to do
Had to realize the magnitude
It's a couple homies that still got that same attitude
So I give God my gratitude
I ain't mad at you, I'm just tryna be proof that whatever you're facing you'll beat it
See the One we serve is undefeated
Lord I could use you right now
Cause I'm doing all that I can do
I'm hoping that you see me thru
I'm tryna hate the things you hate
I know you're tryna shape my faith
I got a lot up on my plate
I promise I'm not tryna whine, I'm fine
We go thru this every time
We go thru this every time
And yet I still give in and follow my heart was so hollow but you came and filled it with love
I had some pills I️ had to swallow but now my new motto is put all of my cares above
At the point of no return but You still came to my rescue
I️ thank God for the people who I️ can come to to get things off my chest to
I don't really care if you feel me
Take me as I️ am this the real me
Who would I be if I can't be transparent Witchu witchu witchu witchu
I'll keep It 100 till it kills me
Cause even in my flaws I know I'm still me
Who would I be if I can't be transparent Witchu witchu witchu witchu