The only thing I want to do
Is expose who I truly am to you
But I feel self-conscious
Because people tell me I'm all these terrible things
But I'm not
What is actually happening is that I love being here
We might be alone
It just might be you and me
And that's okay
Because do you really need anyone else?
Lock yourself inside your room
Don't come out or else you're doomed
Slam your head against the wall
Until it spills out through the halls
You dont know what you're looking for
Another day of oozing tar
That pins you down into your bed
And drags you on until you're dead
When the room is piercing white
Inbetween your death and life
We'll get you if you stay in place
So close your eyes and lose your face
Now the room is piercing white
Inbetween your death and life
We'll kill you if you stay in place
So close your eyes and lose your face
I can't run and I don't know why
They're catching up and I cannot hide
A fist is clenching down my neck
Closing in please catch my breath
I can't run and I don't know why
They're catching up and I cannot hide
I can't run and I don't know why
I can't run and I don't know why
I can't run and I don't know why
I can't run and I don't know why
I cannot run and I don't know why
I cannot run and I don't know why
Woke up again at 6pm
It's getting late, I'm growing dead
My face looks strange, I'm feeling weak
I'm slipping out into the sink
I try so hard but nothing works
It's all the same and nothing hurts
It gets so numb it feels so bleak
Cutting in but nothing bleeds
I don't want to close my eyes
And see your skull crush into mine
It's getting closer glowing red
Gnashing teeth and full of dread
I'll rip my skin and tear it back
Just look in, my flesh is black
Kill me now, don't compromise
Just pull me close and lock your eyes
♪
Feeling shitty, nothing's new
I thought I did but lost the clue
My eyes are strained I see it all
I'm just so scared to drop the ball
I'm looking up, the skies are red
The static glows and starts to spread
I look back down and find my feet
Trying my best not to bleed
♪
Breaking up in real life
It's all a dream and they were right
Your friends are gone you want them back
All the lies begin to crack
There's nothing you can do but wait
And watch your life just drift away
Locked out again I lost the key
No one's left to come and get me
I just want to see the day
Where static skies will fade away
And faceless names are all but gone
'Cause they don't know what's going on
A big mistake, you fucked it up
You never should've woken up
Your eyes are oozing glued and shut
And everything just turns to dust
♪
Maybe this is who I am
I'm spilling all the beans again
There's no more telling what to say
My life can wait another day
And now I know I'm back again
These same four walls I'm growing in
Biting at me fall asleep
So I can find another dream
Woke up again at 6pm
It's getting late, I'm growing dead
My face looks strange, I'm feeling weak
I'm slipping out into the sink
I try so hard but nothing works
It's all the same and nothing hurts
It gets so numb it feels so bleak
Cutting in but nothing bleeds
I don't want to close my eyes
And see your skull crush into mine
It's getting closer glowing red
Gnashing teeth and full of dread
I'll rip my skin and tear it back
Just look in, my flesh is black
Kill me now, don't compromise
Just pull me close and lock your eyes