Forgive me, Lord, I've been lost in time
I've been looking for a place to hide
Trying to hide the bones of who I was
Leave them in shadows as they turn to dust
Forgive me, Lord, I have just begun
I've been looking for a place to run
The pain is melting as I shed my skin
Bring me to life as I cry within
Accept your flaws I heard it first from Instagram
It's funny sometimes that makes me feel like less than a man
I hold my heart in one hand and my sticks in the other
My mind playing tricks, am I really the son of my mother?
Why does the darkness gets so heavy? I'm swallowed in seas
I didn't mean to write this shit but it's just following me
So I walk with dogs but keep them on a leash nowadays
I was trapped in my mind and so I'm free nowadays
Trying to smile more and talk about myself less
Am I a hypocrite if I let it show as I get dressed, while
Reflections talk to me like the devil inside
Different levels just revel together swimming in pride
But "I guess that's okay," says the old me
Locked up and chained down he think he knows me
"You'll never keep me down" is what he told me
My Prometheus I thought I'd kill him slowly
And so I wake up every morning take my anti depressants
The only drug that I need to smile and get over obsessed with
I choose to be honest with all this music I'm blessed with
'Cause God gave me a gift, it's such a shame if I left it
Forgive me, Lord, I've been lost in time
I've been looking for a place to hide
Trying to hide the bones of who I was
Leave them in shadows as they turn to dust
Forgive me, Lord, I have just begun
I've been looking for a place to run
The pain is melting as I shed my skin
Bring me to life as I cry within
Bitch, you ain't high you just coughing
Send other rappers to coffins
Play my music and notice how your pretty baby be nodding
It's like a trip and she dropping
I'm going off I be popping
Her lips be talking when she knows that I don't do this for profit
No longer dead inside, bitch i feel the evolve
And if you wanna free your mind baby who you gon' call?
I'm like a monster a goblin, recite my lyrics like Prophet
I'm often talking be cautious, my words are spinning you nauseous
C'mon
Lemme play the fool
I wanna kick start the game
Never thought I would be worth myself but now the trip starts to change
My liver gobbled, eagles sent from the future tryna conquer shit, I thought I wanted this
The pain of change got me breaking chains, something I'd not regret
I did it all, on my deathbed I'd smile instead
Forgive me, Lord, I've been lost in time
I've been looking for a place to hide
Trying to hide the bones of who I was
Leave them in shadows as they turn to dust
Forgive me, Lord, I have just begun
I've been looking for a place to run
The pain is melting as I shed my skin
Bring me to life as I cry within