Why I carry these problems for head o
Overthink when I lay down for bed o
Thought you was real I got played like Nintendo
Treated me like I ain't had potential
And I feel like I'm closer and closer now
I'm cold I'll admit I know where I been
I pray make I no sign out
Committed a whole lotta sins but I know I'mma win
Took a loss and came back with a major win
Was traumatized don't wanna feel that pain again
Balling now but then I used to play the bench and if I
Cut you off then I can never make amends
Let it go if it don't fit in with my plans
Was never perfect Lord forgive me for my sins
A lotta pain is what I scribble with my pen
Motivation channel it from deep within
Just know it takes time
And I was taught to never take it if it ain't mine
Love and hate is separated by a thin line
Identical I can't tell em apart in real time
Somehow I feel fine
Play the game but I don't make the rules
I'm bad with it cos I hate to lose
Know what I came to prove
The losses made me who I am I had to take a few
To keep the peace I had to play the fool
It's like I'm better off hearing these lies so I don't chase the truth
Keep it black and white but still I like my paper blue
Family breaking off so I had to play the glue
Canvases I had to paint a few
Why I carry these problems for head o
Overthink when I lay down for bed o
Thought you was real I got played like Nintendo
Treated me like I ain't had potential
And I feel like I'm closer and closer now
I'm cold I'll admit I know where I been
I pray make I no sign out
Committed a whole lotta sins but I know I'mma win
To the ones that got played and toast to the players too
Keep it black and white still like my paper blue
Verified everywhere know my name approved
Upgrade the room at the Blu just to change the view
Zero jonsin tell it from the way I move
They know the paper new shun how much Payper blew
The losses yeah we celebrate them too
Glasses held high and we say salud
Let nothing stress me
Living like options are plenty
Thought I was done when they left me
I was on the bridge when they burnt it but landed on a jet ski
I'm glad to see y'all hating
Good results from bad decision making
Such a risky move
But we barely have shit to lose
Why I carry these problems for head o
Overthink when I lay down for bed o
Thought you was real I got played like Nintendo
Treated me like I ain't had potential
And I feel like I'm closer and closer now
I'm cold I'll admit I know where I been
I pray make I no sign out
Committed a whole lotta sins but I know I'mma win