I'm a mess
I'm scrolling down my phone 'cause I'm depressed
I tried therapy just to help me forget
That you made me feel so
All my friends
Are tired of me crying all the time
But I'm addicted to the thought of you and I
You're like a drug that I can't get
Ooh
I think I lost myself, when you said it's over
Ooh
Oh, how could you treat me like that?
'Cause now I don't know what I am supposed to do
Even drinking coffee makes me think of you
'Cause you were my home all the time
But now you're my worst goodbye
I wanna say I hate you but I'm paralyzed
Drowning in an ocean filled with tears I cried
I think I forgot how to smile
'Cause you are my worst goodbye
In time, I'll see
You're the biggest part of my anxiety
Burning your pictures, just so I can fall asleep
But you're a nightmare haunting me
Oh, I said I love you a thousand times
While you had your escape in the back of your mind
Ooh
Oh, how could you treat me like that?
'Cause now I don't know what I am supposed to do
Even drinking coffee makes me think of you
'Cause you were my home all the time
But now you're my worst goodbye
I wanna say I hate you but I'm paralyzed
Drowning in an ocean filled with tears I cried
I think I forgot how to smile
'Cause you are my worst goodbye
Ooh-ooh
Where are you now?
What are you thinking?
Is my name in your mouth
When you're talking to your friends?
Is this how we let it die out?
'Cause now I don't know what I am supposed to do
Even drinking coffee makes me think of you
'Cause you were my home all the time
But now you're my worst goodbye
I wanna say I hate you but I'm paralyzed
Drowning in an ocean filled with tears I cried
I think I forgot how to smile
'Cause you are my worst goodbye