If I am the one to gain What does this have to do with pain If I am the one who weeps Don't make me lose sight again. I am the one to gain I am the one who weeps. I put the blame on myself I hold the ground from where I stand Be careful what you wish for, young man. These pins and needles Thrusting into my head I can't seem to pull them away Till' the world collapses I'll never understand. O' rain don't stop pouring, O' self don't stop clenching, O' God, I'll take what I'd have to feel.