The north sea Is never as black as you want it to be Particle by particle Wish the wind would whisper a little more Than stories of endless nights & useless talks But now the river speaks Of arrogance & career opportunities The building blocks of life surround me Centrepiece of every 'good morning' The palm tree stands alone With dying leaves on a wet floor Sirens roar Day & night Wish I was a part of it A little more Smoke and steam show the way towards the green Cold & dark As I look out the window For a daily look of density & color schemes The riverbed has not been well to me You can't smile your way out of loneliness I've been here for 10+ years And I've always had the feeling that everyone stares But I met my lover here Through notable failures of a lesser man trying to cope In winter I can hide a little better and I lived in fear with cigarettes & beer But I, I know, you can't smile your way out alone Standing in the corner of the living room Thinking nothing For the first time But I met my lover here Might as well stay here