I got problems, I got symptoms Like these walls I'm stuck behind I got trauma, been the victim Guilty conscience stains the minds You make me feel bad for being real Tell me, why is it so wrong? You got problems, you got symptoms And it's me they're landing on Now I hope you understand what I'm fighting And I hope you understand I been hiding If I tell you all my secrets, just don't hold it above me What you're thinking of me, oh 'Cause I'm lying to make you love me (Yeah, I'm lying to make you) I'm lying to make you love me (Yeah, I'm lying to make you, lying to make you) I start shaking, can't catch my breath When I think I caused you pain So it's taken all of my strength just to rewire my brain You and me don't need a conversation No, I don't need any validation No escaping, you're not changing It's on me to walk away Now I hope you understand what I'm fighting (Hope you understand) And I hope you understand I been hiding (I been hiding) If I tell you all my secrets, just don't hold it above me What you're thinking of me, oh 'Cause I'm lying to make you love me (Yeah, I'm lying to make you) I'm lying to make you love me (Yeah, I'm lying to make you) 'Cause I'm lying to make you love me, yeah (Yeah, I'm lying to make you) I'm lying to make you love me (I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying) (Yeah, I'm lying to make you) I'm sick and tired of lying 'bout who I'm meant to be I'm tried of trying, oh I'm sick and tired of lying 'bout who I'm meant to be I'm tried of trying, oh (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Now I hope you understand what I'm fighting So I hope you understand I been hiding (I been hiding) If I tell you all my secrets, just don't hold it above me What you're thinking of me, oh I'm lying to make you love me