Feeling under her feet Crunching autumn leaves Forgetting how he smelled Laughed until he cried Into the wind he liked To make her laugh too Used to make her laugh too Used to say how much you missed bed Used to say how much you were instead Dripping sand on his palms Into the water his songs Played loud enough for her to hear Falling harder each day He didn't know how to say He wished he told her how he hurt He wished he told her how he hurt Used to say how much you missed my bed Now you say you're much happier instead How I tried to swallow all my tears But you laughed And you laughed And you laughed in all your fear