Am I alone with the thoughts that I have? I'm afraid that I'm scared myself I am the only one to doubt who I am? Wish I was someone else Everytime I tried to swim, it pulls me Pulls me deeper down Everytime I tried to fly, it holds me Holds me to the ground It tells me I'm freak Drains me The monster is inside of me Freak Save me The enemy is inside of me Would be easier to fight someone else Than the war fight writhing It's impossible to hide from yourself Where do I begin? Everytime I dare to dream, it wakes me Wakes me with I cry Everytime I dare to love, it hates me Hates me 'til in dies It tells me I'm freak Drains me The monster is inside of me Freak Save me The enemy is inside of me Screaming, laughing, the voice is inside of me Freak, silent echo inside my head Love me, can you even love at all Show me, show me what I ought to know Mirror, mirror mirror on the wall Tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful It tells me I'm freak Drains me The monster is inside of me Freak Drains me The monster is inside of me Freak Save me The enemy is inside of me It tells me I'm freak