I scream, "Take your foot off of the door" Then I open it and you are not there anymore I go out through the gate, it's so cold in the rain I look for your dark shadow, walkin' away I can't breathe, I can't think 'Cause I have a hole in my heart Somethin' has killed my machine 'Cause it won't start (hey) I need to know, are you alive? Are you for real or am I goin' blind? You were just here 'Cause if you are gone, I am losin' my mind (Losin' my mind!) Hold up I run up to the road to see if that's where you are I run through the woods and I look to the stars I start fires to light up the dark But I'm breakin' down in tears, I don't know where you are I can't breathe, I can't think 'Cause I have a hole in my heart Somethin' has killed my machine 'Cause it won't start I need to know, are you alive? Are you for real or am I goin' blind? You were just here 'Cause if you are gone, I am losin' my mind Losin' my mind! 44 boxes, they're staring at me What am I missing? I just cannot see Inside of every box, there's a memory of you So, there's 44 pieces and I have to pull through (I gotta break me from you!) I need to know, are you alive? Are you for real or am I goin' blind? You were just here 'Cause if you are gone, I am losin' my mind (I've been losin' my mind!) (I've been losin' my mind! Oh, oh, oh-oh!)